I Feel Weird

So this week has been weird for me. Nothing crazy or bad has happened, Or even great. I just feel weird. It is hard to explain what I am feeling. I think maybe because I have a lot of decisions to make in my life and its overwhelming. They would be another big change. Change in life can be good, but it is scary also. I just need to focus on a decision and plan to make that choice and see what happens.

Random: I was talking with my friend Tara (well many of my friends also) about the dating life. No one is dating these days. People "Hang out". Guys are afraid to take the plunge and actually go on a date. What is the big deal? Really??!! Go on a date with someone if you are interested. You aren't going to get married from 1 freaking date!! And if the person thinks that, than be done with them and move on. Girls like to go out on dates, its ok to go on them. So frustrating....Can I get an AMEN?!! =)
So by this, you can see the dating life isn't really happening for me right now. There are many quality women out there I know who are not getting asked out, but want to go out on dates. Intimidating? Too beautiful?? I don't believe it. I think it's an excuse because they are too scared to go for what they may really want. It's too bad we have fear in life. Imagine if we had no fear in situations such as these. Going for what we want, for anything in life. We don't care if we fail, we just get back up and keep moving forward. That is definitely something I need to work on. How about Ill ask someone out?? hmm, I don't want to be the one to ask out someone. ha Guess we can't always get what we want.
This is rather therapeutic for me. Even if no one reads it, its nice to get my thoughts out on here. If someone reads it, which I hope that they do and you obviously are if you are reading this, (hehe) than GREAT!! Cause you know you won't get all of this out of me by talking to me. lol I'm working on that one too!!
So comments anyone?? =)

grrrr!!!

So...I need help with this layout....I need more time to sit down and figure this blogsite out and how to make it look good....So far I Changed the background...Now, as you can see, everything that was on the left side is now at the end...How did that even happen??
I need sleep...